Sunday, November 9, 2014

Is it bad

    Every noise, even the slightest noise she looks up and loudly barks. Every touch, she closes her eyes. Every second, she lives what life is. Not knowing the mysterious, or different emotions. Barking to what is heard when they hear a sliet movement. Dogs have really good hearing there are those hearing dogs are for deaf people which are service dogs, all end up having a strong connections with owners, but my dog is different I would say. "She looks at the wall and barks, she stands on the house and starts scratching it, what does this mean." Filed notes 11/02 It was strange because it was the first time and didn't happen very often. Strange things have been happening in my house lately, my mom believes in witch crafting and believes she's been cursed because of all the weird things going on, " I woke up with a bite on my neck and I scratch on my face." She claimed. My mom ends up showing me.  This is crazy, it doesn't let me sleep at night, but I believe that maybe what my mom told me is a lie and she's just trying to freak me out but then again my dog and it could've been my brothers fighting in a room so she heard something. Plus my mom wants me to stop watching scary movies at home she forbids them. Everytime everybody has gone to sleep I feel like I'm being watched or something. Something similar has happened, a few years ago I was babysitting my brothers and sister. My brother was in my moms room while the rest of us were in the living room. When all of the sudden I hear my brother screaming his guts out. I run into the room there is a doll laying on the bed so my brother was terrified of it I grab him and bring him to the living room. Later I go back in the room and the doll is standing next to my moms bed. I freak out, I get confused. Does this explain the weird behavior of Pink? Or is our mind playing with us? I feel a little safer around Pink then something gets into her she attacks me randomly, it's like a love and hate thing. Does this explain why she cries at night? No but what happened with the doll could've been one of my brothers pranks now that I am honking about it. Either way I've been busy with school and work I'm not spending as much time as I used to or as much as I would like to doing everything else. One thing I know is that pink needs a lot of attention, that's what she has showed by the way she has been acting. A couple of days ago I've noticed this weird bugs they are everywhere in the house, I think they suck blood. I've killed many, but there is so much more and each day there is more maybe the weather change is making these bug like things be in side my house, It has also been getting so much darker earlier around five in the afternoon it has all changed, but that's just a part of nature. It's all different when my sister is around with Pink, but by the time I get home from work it's too late some days I have time because my sister is awake other I don't because she is sleeping. When my sister is awake I take pictures of them together. She seems so let go cause everytime I'm around she just goes for me, maybe she has found an equal balance with my sister. Everything scary that was going on was just my imagination showing connections, I'm always tired so maybe I'm just crazy .

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